You make my life count

I can't hide anymore
I fall down on my knees
It's the end of my runaway
Please let me stay
I'm tired of telling lies
I'm done by ignoring and hiding
From now on I wear no disguise

Life's been empty without you
Just building castles in the sky
So hard, to lie to myself
To suppress every cry
Was it better to pretend?
I will never know.

At times, I thought, I felt ok
I never used to feel this way
Every little thing reminded me
On times I'd spent with you
You were my first thought,
When I woke up
And my last one, when I fell asleep
And at night, I dreamed of you

I hoped to reach to you once
While I wanted to carry on
I believed, I'm able to
Thought, I could live without you
Every day I tried
And I failed again
I never gave you up
So I decided to fight for you

Here I am
Tired of lying to you
I can't hide it anymore
Please forgive me
Let me show you, what I really feel
Please give me one last chance
To let you know that
. I love you .

9.05.04