Nightmare

Screaming agony inside
Silent thoughts cry to get out.
Nothing's there to hold on
A great fall has just begun.

The leaves were green
Now they're red of bloody tears
Which I sprinkle on them
They suck them up
Eagerly

A bat screams through the blackest night.
Wind touches the gras that once has been.
The sun went down to never come up again.
Just pain is there.
Plain pain that fills the emptiness
The vacuum
The restless mind that crawls and crawls
Just finds no way, for no way there is.
It faded in the past.

Water drops on broken windows
Smell of death all in the air.
Neatly in line a bunch of barrows
To lie on for those who despair.

Fear's coldness creeps through mind and body,
heating the pain's pursuing stings.

There's nothing left but trying to die.

Dieses Gedicht entstand in einer ziemlich krassen session, als ich mich mal intensiver mit den Texten Peter Hammills von der Band "Van der Graaf Generator" befasste.
Im Grunde gings mir da nicht schlecht, nur die Texte haben Emotionen in mir geweckt, die ich bündeln und aus mir raus kriegen musste... *schiefgrins*Kristina Korus, Anmerkung zum Gedicht