I just want to be ME

You wanted me to smile
So I smiled
But inside of me
Tears were fallin‘

You wanted me to be strong
So I held my head up high
But inside of me
I felt how weak I was

You wanted me to be there for you
So I reached my hand to you
But inside of me
I felt that I needed Yours

You wanted me to be silent
So I didn’t say a word
But inside of me
The words were destroyin‘ me

You wanted me to keep the door closed
So I didn’t even try to open it
But inside of me
I felt how the key is burnin‘

You wanted me to be someone
That I knew I could never be
And inside of me I always knew
That my real me will open the door once