I'm terribly afraid of this acid-rain full of your words, crashing down on me
And now it feels
As if my own words had carved your name into my mind
As if my own feelings had torn between life and death
Why does hope flicker within me, once again?
There's no reason to make my faults undone, and it'll never be
These bitter tears fell down too often, crashed and shattered at a stony ground
I don't want to hurt you, god I don't
And now it seems as if the only one who's really hurt is me, myself
With capturing all uncertainty I just smashed your thin case,
And now you turn your back on me
Actually it feels
As if I had dug my own grave, cause I lost everything that mattered
It feels as if a thousand spears came through my heart and raped it
I can't eat, I can't speak, I'm overtaxed and I just don't want to play this game anymore
Why does it mean that less to you?
I'm irritated and my questions won't be answered
Our trial might has been nothing more than a stupid waste of time
Yes, if I could, I would turn back time to enjoy one last kiss
I can't take it, so please forgive me
I will try as much as I can